Change

Did you ever feel like you just couldn't be stretched anymore then you already are at this current moment? It is possible! I have felt like this many times before in my life. Usually, I feel this way when the world is trying to tell me something or give me more blessings, or nudge me to change in some way. I especially feel like this when I am contemplating all the changes in my life in the last year and all the changes that will come in the next year.
The times in my life that I have felt this the most are in regards to motherhood. Just when I think...I cannot give anymore. I cannot love more than I already do. I cannot possibly fit more into the day. I cannot possibly do more then I am doing. My body cannot bear anymore change...something gives and I can! A small voice whispers, "Don't worry! You may not be able to do it on your own, but with me, we can do it together!" I have always called this voice God. It is with this faith, that I can continue. Through meditation and reflection, I can put one foot in front of the other, even when I don't feel like it. I can see things from a different perspective.
Right now, I was walking up the stairs after a long tiring day (we squeezed a great deal of fun in there too!). I thought, come on legs, you can make it....literally, two more steps. So it is here, from my bed, that I am sitting and thinking about today and reflecting on my life. It is wonderful! I am truly happy. I am excited to see what comes. At times, I am exhausted and overwhelmed, but it is in a good way. I am not sure if this makes any sense, but these are my thoughts:)
Blessings!